Would it be selfish of me to leave you at this point of your life or would it be foolish to stay?!
The fact that I am even contemplating the two is amazing because I love myself too much to be in something where a guy has two girls
But the worst thing to me is that you made me feel like the only one, & I defended you when people told me that I wasn’t the only one
& the thing that hurts is you made me care…I didn’t want to care for you, I didn’t even want to be involved with you but you insisted that you weren’t everything everyone was telling me about that everyone perceived you as something you werent…….& of course me believing that you could change….damn
I guess you made me feel when I was so disconnected from the word and I thank you on that, but you honestly ruined my trust for the next boy because I honestly trusted you….I believed in you.. I was loyal
God puts people in your life to learn a lesson and seriously I thought I was going to teach you a lesson but it turned out you teaching me a Lesson so I can’t complain or be mad
But still it sucks because I grew to love you, care for you & to trust you & now I don’t know if I even trust myself..